Its the last day of filming for Heartstrings. Shin Hye leaves for the Philippines the day after tomorrow. Yong Hwa will be following after a couple of days. It was a wonderful 3 months of filming. Shin Hye feels that she got to know the real Yong Hwa more the last 3 months than 3 years ago when they did “You’re Beautiful”.
Shin Hye felt on pinch on her cheeks. “Yah!” as she touched her cheek. She turned around to see Yonghwa smiling his mischievous smile. “Are you daydreaming again, Shin Hye,” Yong Hwa said as he laughed at her expression.
“Yah, Oppa…that hurts,” Shin Hye said with a pout and started rubbing the spot where he pinched. Yong Hwa knew that it didn’t but enjoyed babying her. It’s one of those things that came about when she had that accident.
He will never forget that day when they found out that Shin Hye was in an accident. He went directly to the emergency room of the hospital when he received the call from his Manager. The relief he felt when he saw her sitting up on the bed and asking the nurse attending to her how her staff were doing and if they were all okay struck a nerve in him. He never noticed how naturally nurturing Shin Hye is. He suddenly felt this very protective instinct towards Shin Hye and their relationship since then had developed into a much closer friendship than when filming started.
“Shin Hye, don’t be such a baby..we both know you did not feel a thing..hahahaha…stop thinking that you can make me feel guilty”, Yong Hwa said just before he took a gulp of water and sat beside her on the bench.
Shin Hye was taking a break just before Yong Hwa decided to join her by the bench. It was a chilly morning and the morning mist just lifted. Final scene will be filmed in this beautiful tree lined park…THE kissing scene. Both were nervous about it the first time they were handed the script for the ending. But the fans have been clamouring for a “good” kiss scene and they both decided they owed it to the fans who showed so much love to the drama since they aired the first episode.
“Oppa, are you ready for the scene?” Shin Hye asked unconsciously looking at Yong Hwa’s expression intently trying to see any trace of hesitation or any sign that he is not that keen on doing the scene.
The first time Yong Hwa read the scene he felt excited at the thought of having such an intense scene with Shin Hye. He already knew that as an actress, Shin Hye would be able to do the scene well. But there was a pressure on his part being the man on how good the kiss scene would be and this thought scared the living daylights out of him.
“Yes, a little nervous?…You?” answered Yong Hwa.
“Why would you be nervous?? We already talked about this..we discussed this for 2 days?” said Shin Hye in a confident voice but inside she knew she was just as nervous as he was.
“Yah! Who would not be nervous? I know YOU have done this type of scene several times but I haven’t?!” said Yong Hwa amusing Shin Hye further with his panicked tone.
To take his mind off the scene, Shin Hye asked about their next project in the Philippines. “Oppa, aren’t you excited about going to the Philippines?”
“Yes, I can’t wait to see you in a bikini..” said Yong Hwa then followed with a loud laugh that some of the crew stopped to check where the laughter was coming from.
That remark earned him a slap on his shoulder. “Ow!! What?! “ Yong Hwa said while still trying to contain his laughter.
They heard someone call to them and telling them that “THE” scene is ready to be filmed. Yong Hwa stood up and automatically extended his hand to help Shin Hye up. Her hand always felt warm and comforting every time he held it.
A faint sound of a phone ringing could be heard. “Oh, that’s my phone, “ said Shin Hye. Then her face brightened up like a newly changed light bulb when she saw who was calling.
“Geun Suk Oppa!” Shin Hye said as she answered the call.
“Why are you calling? Missed me already?” Shin Hye said in a teasing manner. Yong Hwa hesitantly signalled that he will go ahead to give her some privacy to take the call.
“Ok, Oppa. I will be right along. Its Geun Suk Oppa.” Shin Hye said as she waved to Yong Hwa.
Geun Suk heard the exchange since Shin Hye did not bother to close the mouth piece of the phone. “Oppa” ? Who else was she calling “Oppa” ? , he thought to himself. He knew it was an unreasonable thought but when it came to Shin Hye, his thoughts would always run to the illogical.
“Yah! Shin Hye ya…I am already at the airport for the flight to Cebu. I just wanted to call you before I left. Are you done filming?”
“Yes, Oppa. We are just about to film the last kissing scene “, replied Shin Hye.
So they are filming the last kiss scene, thought Geun Suk. His first thought was whether it will be a passionate one and if so how passionate. Then he shook those thoughts aside. “This is for the drama and why would it matter if it was a passionate one, “ he said to himself. But his thoughts kept on thinking otherwise.
“So, will you be imagining me instead of Yong Hwa?” Geun Suk blurted out before he realized how it could have sounded to Shin Hye. “Err..I mean, will you be using our last kiss scene in You’re Beautiful as inspiration…” (“Geun Suk, you are babbling..” Geun Suk thought to himself) as he tried to sound that he was teasing.
Shin Hye laughed at the remark but she could feel her cheeks going red and her ears getting warm. “Yah! Oppa, didn’t you know that Yong Hwa kisses better than you?,” Shin Hye teasing back knowing that what she said would really bother Geun Suk more.
“Brat!” was all Geun Suk could say because his mind was already working overtime on how the scene would look like and those were not welcome thoughts to him.
“Oppa, I need to go…the PD might get upset if I don’t hurry. See you in a couple of days?”
“Yes, ANJell will be together again soon. Fans have waited for 3 years for this. I hope we do not disappoint them,” Geun Suk said with a worried look.
“We won’t, Oppa. Yaksok, we will do our best for the fans,” said Shin Hye with a smile.
“Chalga yoh, Shin Hye ya” said Geun Suk as he closed his phone.
Geun Suk did not realize how much he missed spending time with his friends until this project came up. It has been a whirlwind two years since after “You’re Beautiful”. He missed Hongki’s antics, Yong Hwa’s musical genius and Shin Hye’s ability to just make him feel happy just because she is near. It will be a great three months for them all he will make sure of it.
Shin Hye arrived at the set feeling exhilarated. PD has already instructed them how he wanted the scene to be like. Yong Hwa saw that Shin Hye was glowing when she came back. She never looked more naturally beautiful.
Shin Hye approached PD and signalled Yong Hwa to join them. Both of them discussed the scene several times since they received the script and they came up with a lot of good suggestions that they would like to discuss with the PD.
The PD listened to what their ideas were and they decided to try to two possible endings. One would be as scripted and another would be what Shin Hye and Yong Hwa was proposing.
They will shoot first as the script dictated. Shin Hye went to where she was suppose to be coming from and Yong Hwa went to the other end of the path. PD yelled , “Action!” and Kyu Won proceeded to walk towards Lee Shin along the path. The scene went on as scripted with the kiss scene at the end.
As Yong Hwa bent down to kiss Shin Hye, he felt very awkward but at the same time a sense of excitement. Too excited perhaps because his lips landed on Shin Hye’s cheeks instead of her lips. “Cut!” PD yelled. “Sorry,” Yong Hwa said immediately. Shin Hye was shooting daggers with her eyes because they had agreed that they would do well so that they would not have to keep repeating the take.
The 2nd take, Yong Hwa was able to kiss her on the lips and Shin Hye’s lips were very tense. He could feel how stiff her shoulders were. “Maybe she is also as worried as I am about this scene too, “ thought Yong Hwa as he waited for the Director to yell, “CUT!” and they both breathed a sigh of relief.
“Oppa, I thought PD will be making us do it again,” said Shin Hye
“Yah! Was kissing me that repulsive!? “ said Yong Hwa pretending to be hurt by what she said.
“Hey, you two. We are setting up for the scene again. This time, we do what you proposed. Be ready again in 5 mins”, PD told them as he went to the refreshment tent.
Shin Hye went to sit by one of the benches while they waited for the crew to set up. Yong Hwa sat beside her. Shin Hye suddenly felt dizzy and Yong Hwa immediately caught on to what was happening.
“Shin Hye, kan chan na?
“Am ok, Oppa…” but she was swaying then fell backwards. Yong Hwa was already there to catch her. He immediately yelled for help and Manager Jun was immediately beside him. Together, they brought her to the dressing room.
Laying her down the couch, one of her assistants immediately had a cold towel for her. “What happened?” asked Manager Jun. “I don’t know..one minute she just sat down then I saw her swaying…when I asked her if she was ok she said yes then fell backward” answered Yong Hwa with a worried look on his face.
“Maybe she just didn’t have enough sleep” said Manager Jun, “she told me that she had a hard time sleeping again last night. Nightmares…”
“What kind of nightmares?” asked Yong Hwa.
“She would not tell me,” said Manager Jun.
Shin Hye moaned and then opened her eyes. “What happened to me?” was the first thing she asked. “You blacked out.”, replied Yong Hwa. “Kan chan na?” asked Manager Jun.
“Am okay, thank you…both of you…” she said as she tried to sit up, “just give me a couple of minutes, I will be out for our next take”
“Shin Hye ya, are you sure you are not too tired?” said Yong Hwa as he sat beside her on the couch. Manager Jun and the other staff silently slipped away seeing that Shin Hye was okay. Yong Hwa brushed an errant hair from her forehead and tucked it behind her ear. The gesture was done automatically without him realizing it. The gesture was not lost to Shin Hye who was very appreciative that her friend was concerned about what happened. Yong Hwa has been very protective of her since her accident.
“Yah! I am not that frail. I was just not able to sleep well last night” replied Shin Hye.
“Bad dreams?” asked Yong Hwa
“I see that Manager Jun has been telling tales..” Shin Hye said as she looked at Yong Hwa for a confirmation.
“We were not talking behind your back if that is what you were implying. We were all worried about you just now. Do you want to talk about your dreams? They say it helps when you talk about it.” explained Yong Hwa.
Shin Hye leaned forward to give him a kiss on his cheek because he was being a very good friend but showing it in a very awkward way. It was too adorable for her to resist the impulse.
“Hey! What was that for? Do you want to be killed? Do you know what will happen to you if BOICE fans would see you?” Yong Hwa exclaimed while touching his cheek.
Shin Hye laughingly said,” Don’t panic…it was just a “thank you” for carrying me all the way here”
“Oh! Still, you would get into so much trouble…what kind of girl would just steal a kiss like that,” Yong Hwa continued to tease Shin Hye who was laughing so hard that color came back to her cheeks when she looked so pale a while ago.
“Stop it!…. Stop it! My stomach will start aching soon because… of… all the laughing” but she still continued to laugh while holding her stomach with one hand and covering her mouth with the other.
The door to the dressing room suddenly opened. Both of them looked who interrupted and saw Manager Jun signalling that the set was ready.
“Are you sure you are up to do this?” Yong Hwa asked.
Shin Hye stood up and grabbed his hand, “Let’s go, Oppa…Let’s finish this and finish this well”. She turned and gave him a dazzling smile. He smiled back.
PD yelled,”Action!”
The scene starts from when Kyu Won charges into the music room where Lee Shin was practicing.
Kyu Won (said angrily) :
Hey, Lee Shin. You’re such a bastard!
Lee Shin (arrogant tone) :
I told you not to look for me again. I told you already.. I won’t participate in the director’s show.
Kyu Won (in anguish):
Why didn’t you tell me? Why did you think that you can hide it from me?
I heard all of it from the Director.
If you were injured, then say that you’re injured.
I didn’t even know and I tried so hard to hate you.
Lee Shin :
Forget it.
Kyu Won :
Forget it? Is that all you can say? Who gave you the right to hide this from me?
If you wanted to break up, then you should have just said so. Do not use your hand as an excuse.
Do not worry, great Lee Shin… I will leave you alone now and I will never bother you again.
(Kyu Won turns and slams the door behind her)
Lee Shin is finally realizing what Kyu Won’s words meant to say and he suddenly felt very empty. It was different when he knew that she was in the UK and making a name for herself. He always hoped that once his hand would heal then he would go back to her if she would still have him. Now, he felt everything has really ended and the emptiness is eating him up.
Should I go after her? No…she is better off without me. “Yah! Lee Shin, this is what you wanted. For her to be able to live without you being a burden to her.” With these words, tears started to fall from his eyes. “Its really over…” The words sounded very hollow to his ears.
The Director found Lee Shin still sitting in the Music Room just as Kyu Won had left him. He touched Shin’s shoulder and gave it a comforting squeeze.
“I don’t understand how two people who loved each other all this time could waste that love away.” the Director said.
“Don’t you love her anymore? If you don’t, then why are you moping here. You should be very happy that she said that she will finally leave you alone and disappear from your sight forever. That is what you wanted wasn’t it?”
“What do you want me to do!!? I can’t offer her anything! The doctor said my hand might be worthless!!!! I don’t know anything else except my music. She is better off without me!!!!,“ exclaimed Lee Shin as he turned his angry eyes at the Director for provoking him.
“Is she? And are you off better without her, too? Love is a feeling that some people only dream in a lifetime to experience. That is what I know and I was given a 2nd chance to have again. Do not waste what you have over the “what ifs” and just hold precious the miracle of love that you were both given. You may not have it again… Both of you would be stronger together, who are you to think that she would be stronger without you…” with those words the Director left.
After a few more minutes, Lee Shin picked up all his things and decided to leave for home. As he walked the path to his bike, he began to remember 2 years ago when he first found her…or was it when she found him. That was the happiest he had ever been. As the Director once said, “Kyu Won has the type of personality that always made people happy when she is around.”
He got his bike and before he realized it, he was going to places where they were happiest and where their love grew deeper with their understanding for one another.
The tree lined path of the park where they had their first official date was now empty. He decided to take a breather on the bench where they once sat and he could not believe his eyes, he had to blink once because he wasn’t sure she was really there or it was his need or was it his want for her to be there that he actually conjured her up from thin air.
She had her back to him, her shoulders looked so dejected. She looked up and saw him. Eyes wide with recognition. Time stopped as they both decided what the next few seconds could mean to their future.
Kyu Won waited for him to say something. When nothing came, she turned her back and decided to accept what Fate has decided for them.
Lee Shin grabbed her from behind to stop her from leaving. She did not turn around for there were tears of uncertainty in her eyes. She did not want to hear those words of rejection again.
Lee Shin (said in whisper that could hardly be heard) :
Please don’t go…
Kyu Won (still with her back turned) :
Is there anything else left to say?
Lee Shin (said in a very determined voice) :
I love you…
Kyu Won slowly turned around upon hearing those words that she has longed to hear.
Lee Shin :
Please don’t go…I am very sorry for everything I have put you through.
I have been very selfish.
I was afraid that I would be a burden to you and that you would eventually get tired when the burden gets heavier so I rejected you before you can reject me.
I am being selfish again now by holding onto you.
The doctor still can not guarantee my hand will be back to the way it was.
But I don’t think I can let you go again…
He hugged her very tightly. Kyu Won felt his sincerity and she hugged him back with all the strength that her little body could muster.
As they pulled back to look at each other.
Kyu Won :
Pabo… how could you hurt us both this way. Didn’t you know.. didn’t you learn how good we are for each other.
With those words, Kyu Won leaned forward and kissed him deeply with all the pent up emotions that the past year has built up. After the initial shock, Lee Shin took over the kiss with a passion that told her how much he missed her.
Shin Hye was prepared to do the kissing scene, what she was surprised about was when Yong Hwa took over the kissing. “Remember that its Lee Shin kissing Kyu Won…that’s all…” was what Shin Hye was reminding herself.
“CUT!”
“CUT!”
“CUT!”
Yong Hwa slowly raised his head and stared at Shin Hye in a dazed gaze. For a while, both of them stood looking at each other as if they were the only two people in the world. Then all of a sudden they heard the burst of applause and laughter.
Yong Hwa woke himself up from his daze. He slowly raised his hand to wipe away the tears from Shin Hye’s face.
“Ken Cha Na?”
“Errr… Ken cha na, Oppa… all the girls now will want to kill me if they show our version of this scene” Shin Hye said hoping to lighten up the atmosphere but she could feel her cheeks and ears burning up.
The PD came towards them with a very happy expression on his face. “ Both of you did very well…very well indeed… I was overwhelmed with all your emotions. Yah! At last we are done and both of you have done well..Kamsahamnida. I loved your version but I can’t promise it will be as we shot it. “ The PD gave them both a pat on the back for a job well done and left to take some more shots of the surroundings.
Yonghwa was looking at Shin Hye from the corner of his eyes checking to see if she is as affected as he was.
“Oppa, I did very well, didn’t I? So, you need to treat me to dinner?” Shin Hye said trying to overcome the awkwardness of the situation between them all of a sudden.
“Ok, let me wash up…but are you sure you are up to dinner? You still look very pale,” Yong Hwa said as he extended his hand to feel her brow. Shin Hye shrank away by instinct and saying, “Am okay, Oppa. I swear…I just need food to revive me” and smiled expectantly at him.
“Ara, we’ll go to our favorite restaurant, is that okay Princess Shin Hye? Your wish is our command” Yong Hwa said as he bowed as if bowing to a royal princess.
This gesture got him a whack in the arm as expected. “OW!”










